I've written a few poems about snow falling through the light of street lamps. I've spent a few lazy days reading Lord of the Rings, as is my dork-custom at Christmas. Dani goes to work and comes back and we both smile. In the evenings, we walk the city (brighter than usual in the snow), and at one point wandered into the Princes Street Gardens, where we ice skated--or actually, she skated and I fell down a lot and grumbled about being pigeon-toed, which is not, really, the reason I am so bad at it. We've acquired a niece. I have breakfasted at the Two Thin Laddies, my favorite new coffee shop here in Tollcross, our little nook of Edinburgh. I have poked around the local bookstore. I have been absolutely useless to society. A waste of espresso and Dani's hard-earned money. That might be her big Christmas gift to me. And yet she has crammed the space beneath our little tree with what I'm sure are tasteful and generous gifts. As usual, I am able only to write a poem in response.
Snow shaking through the wash
of a street light. The way
words catch and don't catch
how a woman makes me feel.
The way she dances at the edge
of tongue and eye, because
whatever's moving her
is also moving them.
The snow is borne upwards again,
and goes to sleep finally
on the bald head of the mountain.
Walking in the morning, I see it,
and know how old man is, and yet
how young the earth, time,
and words, so that if I apply even
this well-hewn craft of speech,
attempting to say "her,"
it may as well be mute man
slamming rock on rock, trying
to give birth to thunder.
I do love your poetry, but thanks for these snippets. I can't wait to see you both.
ReplyDeleteIt's rare that I read your blog and don't almost cry. This time was no exception. I love looking into your world. Miss you. Merry Christmas love.
ReplyDeleteAnd that's from Helen - not James :) haha
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